tml is class chalet.
looking forward to it! :D
i will face whatever it take
make it the best memories! :D
tonight got to delete hp photos. lol!
so can take more w. peeps. hahaha

alright, so long!
best wishes, and opps
i ahve not start diong the cards yet,
so how? LOL
random post
frankly speaking.
im very scared of the arrival of the day.
control alright.
dont let yourself away
you've been doing it great,
so keep it up. :D

good nights! :)
this day has finally arrived
the day that i've been looking forward to
at the same time,
dread of.
it's time to face it.
the last chance of meeting him.
perhaphs not even a sentence will be spoken
but what wil be , will be
it didnt hurt as much as before anymore
just have to heal a little more
and im sure i'll be able to overcome it.
aiya, this kinda things
very fast de luh. lols.
just find a few more infatuations in my life
can already. mind you!
is infatuations! not those real ones
cannot toy w. people feelings right.
although  v. nice chio firendly cool etcetc
lol. okay here i go again

no tears shed
control it at all costs
even if it means dropping down
make sure u hide it well
just a few days more
last chance
enjoy 'looking' lols.
after which,

no more thinking,
no more missing.
no more trying.
hellos :D
let's blog about yesterday, then today

peeps came over to discuss class chalet stuffs
junjie weikang shizheng junwei and xing.
got jing zhan
not bad.lol
after which played card game for awhile
then magic?lol.
magician ; junjie. lols.

alright. next
this morning went to pool
beginner's luck not bad! LOL :D
quite fun luh
but too bad i still haven master the skill to 'break' the balls
like the first shot to separate the balls luh. lols.
i want to play pool again! xD

headed to pasir ris park at 3plus.
walkedddddd
enjoyed the sea breeze
the swing etc
wahahaha
im like a kid, i admit! LOLS.
my intention is to play the swing only.LOL.
finally at 6plus we'll down
headed home w. xing and shizheng
homed at 8plus.
dinner-ed

and blogg-ed
finish my episode 7 for tao hua xiao mei.
lols! waiting for the last episode for wei xiao pasta to load finish
realised i haven prepare anything for peeps
oh god, no time

and as expected
granny was like
HUH one guy ar.
blablablabla -.-'
i knew it. that was why i am s reluctant to let junjie come tml.lols.
and it did happen ><
am i really that sui bian.
zzZzzZzzzz
anyway,  giong to open the door BIG BIG
then windows etc
talk LOUD LOUD
lol!

and i just remember,
my slippers are spoilt.
so i have to make a trip to bishan to mend it before class chalet
if not no slippers! >'O'< jailat.
oh godddd
i also dont know how!
just wanna watch tv
and go to sleep
how time flies.

it's already december soon...
because life can be so complicated
that infatuations are just meant to spice up my life

people surrounding can be so selfish
doing things for own motives.

that,
made me trust no one.

not anymore.
  to be continue... lols!

grad nite was AWESOME! lols.
maybe im exaggerating,
but i really did enjoy ALOT! lols.
it was super fun luh! xD

okay. let's start of with ..
went to make my hair at ard 3
total cost for hair $12 :D

afterwhich
left for mum's place for make up
thanks for all the help for mum's colleages.lol

super funny
cause no time alraedy
so one help me to do my nails
while the other help me to do make up
so nice of them.lols!

next left for conrad hotel alone.lol
sorry to jaiqi shu e and vanessa!
couldnt make it to met them first
had to make my own way there

met alot of friends
super happy! LOLS.
most importantly,
i took photo with yong tat! :D:D:D LOLS.

okay oaky wait.
that part later then say.lols!
went for a protrait drawing
not veyr alike but do it for fun:D
and it's free . LOL!

but the person very pro
use both hands to draw at the same time!
PRO! :D
aftre which had food served etc

games and stuff
baohui was our side's leader
while saran was the other.
had fun of course! :D
aiya lazy blog out everything
though i may not remember the exact things that happen,
i know it was just awesome. :D

lols!
afterwhich
walked with heels!
me and xueting dying down there
LOL! thank to lin shu e who supoprted us all the wayyyy!
LOLS.
walked for like 20min! but got break luh.lols.

then cabbed home.
took photos with peeps..
but like not a lot
photos all scattered.lol!

back tot he thing
at least i took with yong tat! :D
hahaha notice him super long le
but realised his eyes abit too small
 lol! nt exactly veyr shuaii..hahaha
but he's a nice chap
that's why wanna make friends with him!
but! no chance
so nvm luh.
lols!

aiya got to go sch to help out alraedy
so long!
i hope to see yong tat training his dancers
LOL!
i want see yong tat! LOL LOL LOL
bye!!
like hua chi -,-/
mei ge hui ying he wang qian yi yang
duo ci shang le wo de xin
ke shi bu yi yang de shi
ta yi mei na meh tong le
ying wei wo kai shi ma mu le.
zhe yang ye hao
zhe shi chi zao de shi.
shui jiao le!
hellos peeps!
today is a long and fun day! :D

some peeps came over
jtan banana and xing
at around 11am?
after which 'cooked'
boiled TEN eggs
and FIVE BIG POTATOES!

maake salad! :D
first time ! lol.
but i did most of the talking instead of work. lol!!

but got this once which i think it was really heartwarming!
banana washing the bowls utensils etc w. soap
xing rinsing w. water
jtan cleaning them dry
me keeping them back into their original places
so SWEETTTTTTT
so romantic! LOL i like! :D
how many friends do that together! LOL.

after which play mahjong!
super long never play
almost forget everything!
lady luck was w me today
won a few rounds
and i am very happy! :D:D:D

after which banana left at around 4?
then cherie and renee came
we played life :D
so funny
we made countless mistakes in the process of playing
LOL !
and cherie's the ultimate winner!
congrates :D

left for marina barrage at 630?
wnt to amkhub to get some stuffs first
it was beautiful there
and we fly kite! :D
which i brought it home.
AHAHAHA
is some people give us de!
and..
eveyrone seem to manage to fly it in the sky for long period
except for ME! =/
but t's okay,

im not giving up
anyways, i LOVE flying kite
and i cant wait for the next chance to!
so that i can learn as well :D
AHAHAHAHA! xD

alright that's about all
back to my show
while waiting for my hair to dry
before im off to sleep! :D
im just soooooooo tiredddddddddddd !!!

andand..
i dont feel like going for prom anymore.
i haven spent a single cent,
that's a good thing .
but i realised im just too ugly and FAT to attend
whatever i wear just arent nice cause im ugly and FAT
sians dao dno where. lols.

the guys around me seem to be changing ?
so many getting ear holes la
rebonding hair luh
is there any decent, non-flirt good guys around?
why are people changing in that way
i wonder.

aiya too tired to think
or to even be bothered!
let nature takes its course then.

may i have the strength
to move on and overcome this ordeal.
hang in there my dear!
loves to myself! :D

nights! :D:D:D


whatever will be, will be
there's no turning back now
hellos peeps
ytd was a pretty long day for me.lols.
visited yao in the morning
went to plaza sing to get my materials in the afternoon
went to sch for award nite
after which
10plus went to cousin's house to borrow dresses.

slightly moody now.
i dont know how to face this escape
and i wonder if i could ever make it.

letting go is easy
but fully forgetting arent.
because humans,
have feelings.

and i am one.

in few weeks time,
it would be our last second encounter
after which,
it's not up to me anymore.

just got to say.
hey good bye.
hellos! :D
home sweet home finally!
im sooo freaking tired =/
but got money :DDD

anyws..
let's blog about ytd first.

went out in the morning to cousin's house
to borrow dress for prom.lol.
aftrewhich left for kk hospital
to visit yao
hang for around 2hours over

went to meet nijun&junyan
at aljuny ?? LOL SPSP
lols.
had dim sum!
den forget what we did
ohh went back hub
my hairclip still dont have white colour! zzz
so sad :'(

afterwhich
damn funny

we bought snacks and ate at the fountain there
lol.
and they feel so duilian to eat with me!
i'll tell you why later
lols.
and nijun was praying hard
that no one she knows walkpast
LOL!
why? cause my food was..
ice cream cones. without ice cream
lol! just the biscuit. hahahah!
each of us bought one item ma.lols!

left at around 6pm.
bus-ed to yir's house to borrow board games
waited for bus 88 like almost half an hour
was dying

after everything HOMED. finally.
and once the door couldnt close because of the box!
is cause of the sensor (back door)
and the driver so fierce ...
zzz for what! MEAN. BLEHHHH >:{

slacked awhile..the next day!!!!

woke up at 6.15 today
rushed abit.
cause overslept.lols.
but junyan changed the meeting time
so was ya better
reached redhill 15mins earlier! lols.

slacked around
finally time to go off.
today job was EASYYYYYYYYYYYYY
just stand there to give directions. lol
actually..never even give.lol.
cause after the first person know
the rest thoughgt 5 different group just follwed
lol

today de is all adults.
BUT there were really friendly! :D
i like them! lols. NICE!

there are many who cross your path in our lives
some whom we remember
most whom we forget
be thankful for what we have,
treasure every second.
be it a smile with the many strangers
or a hello and good bye
for we may not ever meet again in lifetime
or even so,
we didnt know.
so cherish every moment we can
and enjoy. :D

after which had mac spicy!
and i forget all about prom night.lol
that im growing fatter
and the main point is
i've got no time for gym/swim before prom.lols.
thanks for the treat!

today's travelling is at a lorry
those can sit behind
open air
damn shuuanngggg!
i super super super like! :D:D:D
i like the wind !
infact i love iT ! :D

lols.
okay luh
after which homed with charis :)
veyr long nv see her le.haha

alright.
im off for my sleep

i bte fioan will say : why you everytime sleep, like pig! lol!!!!

and for someone else.
if you ever hurt me again
saying.. who are you
im really not going to forgive you.
and i hate it.